Poetry by 

Mark Waldman

 

hot night in june
by Mark Waldman, June 5, 2006


los angeles is burning
the heat is insane
the people are insane
but of course, there is no global warming

people ride your tail in traffic
you see the whites of their eyes
people don’t say thank you if you hold the door for them

women ignore you
you watch, as a sociology study,
and yes, they look right through you
you may as well not even be there

you have your books
the current issue of the new yorker
good museums
places to listen to live music
the ocean

yet something is missing

what is it?

fine restaurants, time to do whatever you want
write, read, sleep, walk, talk, jump, skip, create…

los angeles has this way of eating your soul

it’s a city that has its fair share
but if you are not sure what you want
there is nothing as lonely
and sad
as los angeles

you wake up
look at the clock
6am – plenty of time
yet where do you go?
what do you do?
why is it so hard?

los angeles is burning
the heat is insane
the people are insane
but of course, there is no global warming

 

court vision
By Mark Waldman, June 8, 2006


every once in a while I have crystal clear perspective
it happens from time to time
and it’s always refreshing

I feel as if I tapped into something special
and only I can see it
of course, I’m insane, and I imagine many others see it
every single day

but forget about them, this is my moment

I have these times when I have complete court vision
that’s what they used to call it
when Magic Johnson was playing
or Wayne Gretzky was skating

these amazing athletes could see the entire game
in one swoop of the head
whereas mere mortals
could generally only see right in front of them
and perhaps a little to the sides

I often am in a fog
like most of us
but these enlightened moments occur
where I see the bigger picture
and in those moments
whether they’re more common than I think or no,
I feel privileged

for example
at these times I see the wonder in small things
a cat rolling over in front of me
a beautiful breeze hitting my face at 5:30pm
a child’s smile as its mother or father
pulls it through the crowd

I appreciate art
enjoy the words in an old book
can soak in a tub and read the New Yorker, completely relaxed
in fact
I can find relaxation in anything
sitting
eating
typing
just breathing

it’s very Zen
and it’s quite wonderful

life,
at these times,
is more real, more poignant
than at any other time

all the problems of our day
vanish
disappear
whoosh!

and instead
peace
joy
beauty
meaning

but
like everything else
things happen
and this power goes away
and I let little things get me down
or distract
and just by and large take me off my mission

oh well
it happens
things happen
and as long as these lucid moments come and go
another will be coming
and that
is a meaningful thing
to be sure.

 

Copyright 2006 Mark Waldman

All Rights Reserved

Mark Waldman is a writer living in Los Angeles.  

He has had short stories and poems published in various magazines, and when not out enjoying Southern California with his daughter and wise Tonkinese Mink cat, Jack, he puts words together in short, hopefully meaningful sentences.