Poetry by

Kristine K. Lowder

 

Sky Sigh
 
Suspended in space
Your blue-bruised brow
Frowns over hemlock boughs
Cloven clouds seep through your seams 
While I watch you glide upon the day
See you swim above the hills
Chameleoned into
Mourning gray, citrus blossom, peppermint.
 
If you could stop and I could paint
You’d drift forever upon my canvassed hills
But you are too clever and too quick
For me to catch you here.
 
Twilight takes you
Swirls a fiery dance
You fling Cold and Dark again
Spit a stubborn protest
Wriggling from my fingers
 I spear your rainbow colors
Bounce them back upon the water
Scribble into my book.
You drip into the river.
 
I would keep you
But you’re not mine
So I set my face unto Tomorrow
And wait for you to rise.

 

 

How Well
 
How well he must have loved you
to call you home to him
how precious in his sight
your smile that would not dim
how sweet your lilac laughter
purpled awe and golden glee
how fine your rumpled tresses -
he will smooth them now, not me.
 
How well I surely loved you, dear
though I missed our chance to meet
your ruby lips forever mute
an unknown plan did cheat
your angel petals withered
my rose plucked before her bloom
the place of promise deathly still:
an empty, waiting womb.
 
How well He must have loved you
to take you Home too soon
within my brittle, aching heart
swells a hushed and hopeful tune:
"Wait for me, my little one
till we're joined beyond the breach
just inside His eastern gate
where tears no more can reach."

 

Intermezzo
 
I lie here groping in the night
splintered, desolate
fractured, feeble
bruised, bewildered
helpless, hammered
pierced, panting
 
face down in a river of regret
o’er the loss of you
I fret about yesterday
                        what about forever?

 

Requiem
 
I awake and cringe
at the same unbroken drear
hours snail past in arid monotony
dull, throbbing, suffocating
sardined into a tin of Lilliputian space
where i meet myself turning around
four walls choke out the sun
black all remembrance of day or night
 
 caged cheetah
built for speed and wide expanse
longing to breathe free
yet crammed behind suburban bars
dreaming of the open range
a windswept, unfenced plain
waking up each morning
to the same drab prison walls
another draught of dolor
 
freedom famine
stale with desperate aftertaste
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Copyright 2006 Kristine K. Lowder

All Rights Reserved

 

 

 

 

A native Californian, Kristine K. Lowder was born and raised in San Diego.  She earned her degree in Communication/Print Media with high honors from Biola University. A former editor, Kristine specializes in
creative nonfiction and personal narrative.  She has authored eight books to date and is working on her next title.